Amylia Shah

There are some things i have to say to some people, so here it goes:

To daddy: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Miss you alot, Cant wait to see you again. You're the most amazing dad anyone could wish for, i'm lucky to have you as my dad. Love you!

To kak nad: I miss you and sofia. We should go out soon, very soon. Kiss my niece for me aite. I love you.

To kirin: Babe, i know we havent talked for awhile, i miss you and i'm here for you whenever you need me. Heard you're in the hospital, do take care of yourself. Love you!

To kiran and hamzah: I miss you guys alot! Come jb soon!

To zara: I have alot of things to tell you, meet me or come to jb!

To jenny: Choose one song for the auditions, its in 2 weeks. I'm freaking out!

To rashidah: I'm sorry for not meeting you that day, i'll make it up to you this weekend k? love you!

:)

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take

Baby, when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me
Baby, you surround me
You touch every place in my heart

Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

I'm joining Italent 2010 with jenny, we're gonna be doing a duet. We're gonna sing when you look me in the eyes by jonas brothers, the acoustic version. Hopefully jenny will be playing the guitar. Anyway, i cant wait for the auditions, its on the 6th feb at ITE Simei. :)

The lyrics :

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

I need Rashidah! She's the only one that understands me and can help me decide what's the right thing for me to do. Babe, where are you?! :(

Now that i've started school, i've been very busy with orientation and stuff. Its fun, seriously! I enjoy going to school meeting my crazy new friends, jenny, jess and wani. Miss you guys already. The two days of orientation was fun. Played alot of ice breaking games and cheers, reminds of me of my days in secondary school. Anyway, fathimah is in the same school as me and i meet her most of the time, somehow i feel protected when she's around. Afterall she is my bodyguard. haha. :) There are 2 girls that i know who think they know it all, who likes disturbing people but i guess thats normal, everywhere you go there will always be people who think highly of themselves and always criticise others but to me , i think they have very low self esteem. Seriously girls, if your miss universe and you wanna criticise people then thats up to you but just one advice i would like to give you, please take a look at yourselves in the mirror before talking abt others. You girls are so not pretty, so please just shut the hell up! Anyway, tmrw i'll be going to ite macpherson for the cca roadshow, seriously dunno wad cca to choose. Hmmm.

P.S: I miss you emo dude! 

Hey people!

Sofea's birthday party is this saturday, 9th jan 2010.  Please come aite.

Zara, you can come in with me on friday after school if you want to.

Wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!  Hopefully this year will be a good one for me. Peace to the world. lol. :D

How will you know when you've met the love of your life? How will you know he is the guy you wanna spend the rest of your life with? What if you met him, became a couple and then broke up with him? Will he ever come back?

I made a huge mistake, i regretted breaking up with you. You were always there for me, always cared for me. You loved me so much and all i did was hurt you. I'm really sorry, i didnt mean for it to end like this. You were everything i needed, everything i wanted. All i can say is i'm sorry. I know we can never be together again, I know deep inside you hate me. I STILL LOVE YOU!  We can act as friends but i know you dun like it. I dunno how you feel about me. I pray and pray, hoping you'll forgive me and that we can be together again but i guess i have to face the facts, you'll never come back to me.

Life goes on and people change. The only thing that will remain are memories of us.